Sharing how a song about sunshine is sweetly sung by Blair’s youngest sibling, born after her.

Life will be beautiful with our new baby in our arms, but not everything will tied up neatly with a bow.

Sharing the good and the not-so-good experiences with medical providers in terms of offering emotional support and dignity to mothers pregnant after stillbirth.

"A mother always carries her children. Sometimes she carries their life. Sometimes she carries their death. But she will always carry them, no matter where they are." - Rachel Lewis

Sharing a year of navigating sibling grief with twin toddlers

We hope you can join us in enjoying a sweet treat in honor of Blair’s first birthday.

“Today” is the gestational date of my current pregnancy when Blair died in my belly last year at 32 weeks and 4 days.

“Sometimes grief becomes delayed while we are busy surviving.” - Grief Uncovered

A whole host of complicated feelings with pride and fear at the top of the list.

A deeply sad but also deeply joyful holiday season.

Happy 1/2 birthday in heaven, my sweet daughter. I will always wish you were here.

Blair’s autopsy gave us some answers but lots more ambiguity.

I still had the opportunity to mother Blair.

How could I possibly be absent as their mother as my living children navigate their own complicated realities of having a dead sibling?

I hope our bonds of being pregnant together never break. Please keep me in your circles.